Canned Curse

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封存。

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I'm re-enabling here again anyway.

Just as a dump.

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I'm fed up with.

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Darn it. Why CAN'T they just put an end to this already?

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Fine, it's over, temporarily.

I managed to solve this. Though I can't claim that it's a good solution.

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22:27

Fall dead again at this certain time. Can't do anything. I should stop. Hard for me to go any further tonight.

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I can feel that. My sanity's still fading. Enough for today perhaps.

Yet there's still much to be done. All require the clear ability of thinking, which I'm currently losing.

It's really hard for me to form a single sentence at the time. I can sense grammar mistakes here. But it doesn't really matters.

I'm fading. My thoughts. My consciousness is degrading.

I can sense it.

I can feel it.

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Well yeah. I guess we can call it a day.

I'm falling apart. I can feel it.

Goodnight.

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和迟钝对抗。

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想写点什么来着，但在我能把它记下来之前就会忘记。这应该是个危险的信号。

但我又不太想处理它。只要不是重要的点子我想忘掉也没关系。

是或不是。

主要或次要。

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Losing ability of thinking. I hate this.

The season of allergy…

I really hate this.

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我想还是得尽量做点什么。

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找回了我的思维能力。

我在想也许应该把这里重新封存，下次用的时候再清空。

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I'd better keep this here.

Running into troubles recently. I can foresee something piling up beyond my sight.

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扛不住了。我的疲劳在崩溃的边缘了。没空想东想西精神上反而空前的稳定。但作息上大概是half step into hell.

我得休息一下。

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下再多咖啡也调不出正常思考的能力。有种意识层面快死了的感觉。

我正在丢失我自己

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我把我自己弄丢了

想不起来什么事情。思考不了什么东西。